Man that makes me sigh, the man a-dult? young adult mature-something, growing up? and me, little girl, but (god forbid he does not let me know i am "good") how loved? what love? i am feeling overpowering but simple pure disgust as a sorrysomething in my throat.
it is all of you that's left and now i could never love it is the man i hate with a sickness, swelling passion and I am not your friend.
gone for always is the boy- wonderful:
oh however so i once admired him.
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