i wish i could write something that touches the deepest parts of people
the way you touch the deepest parts of me.
but i will never make anyone feel the way you make me feel.
because you don’t just touch me, you wreck me.
and you fill in every blank and every crack in my heart
and when you leave
the space that remains is twice as big as it used to be
i wish i could affect someone the way you stir every emotion
and every thought in me
and i wish i was capable of forming an adequate sentence describing what you do to me
but i can’t
because i am merely a flower
and i do not know enough words to describe a garden