I was frightened by familiarity. I assumed that a hometown was just a cage to be broken out of. The freeways burned like veins into my forearms. The lights of distant cities lighting up my being. I ran from your open arms and wide eyes to find nothing but empty bus terminals and books that held no solace for me any longer. My resolution was to run harder and father away from those who knew me best because they had also seen my vulnerability. From there I initiated fresh starts but I built false foundations in every new beginning. I kept chasing that horizon which had long marked the boundaries of my existence. I was running from the possibility of familiarity of settling, of the prospect of someone knowing every detail about me. I was frightened that once they knew, they would run to the opposite horizon. I was mistaken. I never felt the dawn of your eyes until I felt the dusk of missing them. I found that there is a difference between cage-bars and open arms and that I couldn't run any longer.