I am so used to reading about love,
   You know both sides,
       How they both learned to love the other,
I am so used to knowing both thoughts,
   but now i am tortured
            only knowing one
It scares me
   I suddenly went from two sides
                 down to one
My thoughts run around
   not letting me forget,
      I have fallen,
                  fallen hard
I can't get up
   It holds me down
The why's
   the unknowns
I feel like i am only looking at half the puzzle
   with no way to see the other side
Books can tell you
   But my life isn't a story
      at least not one written down