I am my own antithesis
A villain and hero of sorts
I made my mark
I signed up for this
I've lost much
It still hurts
I live this hell
My love disappears often
I've washed familiar blood from these hands
I've spilled tainted blood on the land*
Tainted?
I've never had an interest in politics
I didn't sign up for this
I've lost as well
I live this hell
My blood has been spilled
My love is somewhere there
I can't forget but I forgive