"it's official", she said to her best friend, " i have hit the end of the road i can't do this again. its too hard.. i wonder why i'm even here. it's like like don't even know how to do anything right anymore. i'm really sorry but i think its my time to go, just remember me in your heart, fill your eyes with tears of joy from all the fun we have had in the past. i love you with all my heart but i think i have to say goodbye."