lying here the sound of silence stillness, quiet the tenor note of breath is my own.. and i'm alone all alone and i've never not been alone i've never not been without i've never not been doubting me, myself, and i'm not myself my self has got up and left a me shaped hole in my chest and i'm not the same can i not be more clear?? could every one not disappear on me.. i'm sorry i'm not the me i used to be please.. you do not know..