I always had enough time to spend with you
But I selfishly made it all mine
Masked behind my excuses

Oh lover, half my life
I'm now afraid I cannot change things
"Forever. Until the end of time."
At least that's a promise I can still keep

I never wrote you back
Letting you know I was thinking about you
I used up all my chances
Thinking that someday I'll come back to you

I've tried my best to wake up
To realize that I'm still in bed with you
But reality's pain replaced you
Now it's sad that I finally face the truth

So this is it
My eyes shut tight
I bask in the last thought on my mind
The day you said yes to "Would you be mine?"

I thought I would make it through
I want to tell you I'm sorry
For not loving you
The way that it used to be
I cry out your name as I hold your picture close
And as the countdown ends
I think about our first kiss