I'm trying to build a window. These aren't metaphors. I'm not calling some empty headed person, A beautiful vase with nothing to fill it. I'm trying to say exactly what I see. Rhymes, alliteration, technique are Accidents. These words just spew. I can't Stop my hand It's like a dull knife in the middle Of butchering an animal. It's barely controllable. God knows if it'll go up or out, If soon it'll cut me. I like all this madness of action though. It's almost a sport. Your heart Doesn't race But your head vibrates like it is. You quiver and struggle to Plan faster than instinct. But are constantly reminded That the whims of nature Are so very out of your hands. Like this pen