Darling, the walls are oozing and you are becoming exposed.. You are coming undone. She kisses your cheek softly and sends shivers down your spine. Her hair reminded you of those soft, red leaves that would pile up under your favorite tree in the beginning of fall. But now it's all gone and you remember all her freckles and how they aligned so perfectly. Her boney knees and brown eyes haunt you at night when you're all alone, wishing you had done something different. Screaming at the moon, begging why she had to go away. Hoping her  hands would gain their warmth back because now they're so cold and you're beginning to turn pale. With each memory replaying you look like you just got off a ride at the amusement park. Oh, and that dress she would dance around in twirls in your head. When you're walking around town, you swear you can smell her scent. Her scent is everywhere you go and it's so ******* intoxicating. It's suffocating you. Your screams at 3am are as silent as the cold winter night, nothing is bringing her back. You haven't slept in days. You can feel her stares piercing through your skin and you can hear that sweet laugh she shed when you told your mediocre jokes. Her innocent voice echoes through the silent streets. Reciting to yourself, this can't be happening. She's breaking you down. Your bones are starting to collapse and your seams are torn. They say you never know what you have till it's gone.. but you knew what you had all along.. you just never thought you'd lose it so suddenly. When the trees sway while the wind howls it's lovely tune, you know she's there. You can't see her but you know that precious grin is plastered on her face. She's got her hands wrapped around your throat, but you are too weak to lose her touch again. That girl, that darling girl with the soft red hair.. She colored your world but now you're drowning in the pitch black darkness of your memory. With all your senses gone, you're asking yourself if it was you all along.