This is not the life I want This safety net that envelops me Dangles and strangles and entangles What’s the use of proper grammar When the TV is all we know and see Another argument over nothing special Just another night that ends in pre-twilight’s clutches Another howl from the dog I’m so bored and so is she A lady with a bag on her head Commenting on the state of normalcy and weirdness Mundane talk and useless ramblings A dog-eared page still looses its place A living breathing organism of death With silent lips seething from old wounds And fingernails aching to tear open fresh ones I bask in the midnight sun Soak up the rays of a thousand burned out stars Only to think that at one point the world was new So why worry Why plan ahead if the future ends in calamity This planet is a rough draft Apparently we failed at writing a better ending Everything must sooner or later be terminated A sad fact about life That it must eventually close its eyes One last time