I will never love
like the written joy we love.
Never will that be
as I wait for the waves
to push me to the wet shore.

I've gazed for months
and loved for years, taken all
that I gave to you,
and buried them in my backyard
waiting for them to revive.

I will never hate
for I've sunken in dirt
I let it seep in
I let it simmer and spoil
I let it fight and sink in.

But please don't forget
of all the times we've
never had. Let me
Hate, love and fill this **** pit
With my being, I sink in.