Right now I'm not very old but this has been going on since I was 12 I fell for you before I even realized it and now every time I see you my heart bursts
I know I try to play it cool, but if my parents weren’t around I would tell you how I really feel and I know that if you loved me too you would wait until we can be alone
My worst fear is that you will stop loving me and I’ll be left here still wanting you and when I think about that I feel sick
and I know that I’m still a child and this probably isn’t true love but it’s the closest thing that I have right now and I even think about marrying you sometimes
every time I see you you take my breath away but at the same time I can still have real conversations with you
And when you are with other people it takes every ounce of my body not to run and be right next to you and steal you away from them
I know you think I hate it when you poke me but I love the fact that you touch me and then when i pull your hand from my side just for a second you’re holding my hand
and I just wish that the world would pause, and stop spinning so we could stay in that moment for just a little longer
but you just keep walking and leave me standing there alone, by myself acting like a little child
I hate every time that I see that you’re in a relationship but you still act just like I’m still yours
Because I want to be the only thing that you want and have and need
My friends have never met you and that’s probably for the better because I can keep you a secret my treasure only
my friends all think that I’m exaggerating but the truth is I tell them every thing that happens no lie
because that’s just what we have a relationship that doesn’t need to be some large hyperbole and that is just alright with me