Did you know I actually loved you? I actually always wonder if you did to I have hard ways in finding love You have crushes that get fastly above Why'd you let jealousy in your heart I wonder if your love is for sale in the mart I was sad when you said were done I wasn't in the mood for any fun Ive been crying for days cause of you And the sky wasn't in its usual blue Tears are scattered in my face almost everyday Your face looked liked you didn't care anyway I see you with my friend which hurts a lot I think I cared and thought about you enough Now it's my best friend who I care Which seems more fair When I get teased from everyone I get hurt a lot cause we're already done There was a time when you were mine And you gave me the signal of the silent time I wished before that I will overcome this fear But God didn't give me anything near Now I hate you I always feel blue The rainbows hue isn't the same You also think you have that fame I got strong and became brave This time I wouldn't pave I learned to to make my mistakes count I was able to climb as high as a mount