When fear and hatred clouds your days
You feel so alone
Even when you're surrounded by people
And as you tell the ones you love that nothing is wrong
They say you're ungrateful
It kills you to lie
But you don't want them to know
That every night you, you just cry
You dream of ending it all
Not caring about yourself
Not caring how hard you fall
Everyone always says
It'll be okay
But do they take those meds
You want to tell someone how you feel
Yet you're so scared
Because if you say it out loud it actually makes it real
You see we hide behind the illusion of " I'm fine"
We've said it so much
That sometimes we start to believe the lie
But deep down we know we're depressed
And no matter how many people try to help
That depression will always have us under arrest