A culture of addiction and ignorance Pushing poppies instead of daisies The only light snakes around the corners Of carefully drawn blinds. Red eyes. Tongue tied and silent A supernova behind the eyes of an innocent The memories of masochism and open hands Fingers pressed together Cruel intentions caked in the creases of palms. They haunt the night time Is it night time? Mildew. The smell of apathy with a hint of persistence Which sets in once the blackness starts to seem periwinkle And geography is etched into ****** finger tips And skinned knees. Every penny flowing free Into the crook of your elbow. Anything to silence. Anything to feel. Hope and healing are out of reach But the apples still shine in your eyes when you dream And then everything seems a little closer.