I told him the way I truly felt
And unlike every single other guy
He was finally happy for me
Maybe its because this time it wasn't
About him, or maybe because it was true

He understands how I feel about this
About me and you
How i wish that everything was different
That this hadn't happened this way
I wonder if then I'd feel okay

Kissing you drives me wild
This is the best way I've felt in awhile
These bedroom walls are cheering
Your name whispers over in my head
As I'm trying to clear my mind

You never were good at leaving me alone
Even in the darkest nights you've shone
But it's not just you i'm feeling this for
Which is where this gets confusing

I'm not sure what this means
So don't get angry with me
I'll go hide in my corner, and not tell you a thing
No matter how much you deserve to know
Because I'm afraid of the consequences
You're not him
And somehow  I don't think you'd be

Nearly as happy