It is like watching a plane land while you're in it, by the wings, seeing the end drawing close and feeling the ... feeling, in the pit of your stomach in the edge of your toes and you clench, well, everywhere, bracing yourself (as if that'll help) for a rough landing that'll shake you, startle you, but what you really fear is what comes after the jolt, for it is momentary, sometimes absent (when artfully done) but sometimes the jolt only begins the turn for things to go worse and go wrong and for the ground to slide from beneath you and for the plane to slide and fall...