I scream for someone to come, not sure if they can,
I’m hurt and I’m lonely where I am.
No more crying and no more fear,
I just want to get out of here.

I’m hurting.

The dark it’s not as harsh as the light,
I wonder if I’ve given up the fight.
Trapped where I'm wandering on and on,
I wonder what I’m searching for, maybe someone.

I’m lonely.

The thump of my heart, twist of my gut,
Always surprised at how fast my eyes shut.
The sweat and the horror so unrefined,
I’m hunched in the corner wishing to be blind.

I’m scared.

It starts at the top and works to my feet,
The sharp prickling feeling is so complete.
It makes me cry out and fall to the floor,
It makes me wish to not live any more.

I’m in pain.

It’s all in my head I know it to be so,
The fear and the torment the pain I don’t show.
In my mind trapped and growing,
Rapidly approaching, never slowing...

...depression... defeat... time to fall... end it all...

I’m hurting.