i tell myself to stop
to stop caring
stop feeling
i tell myself that it doesn't matter
i don't care what you think
and i hate it
i hate that you make me feel this way
why do i feel this way
i ask myself at 2 in the morning
i don't even know you
but that is the thing
i want to know you
and i want you to know me
i want you to notice me
notice me