Though winking some would say sinking in sullen shambles I'm soaring high charisma over well-strung words Now shying backward into corners covered Words arrange themselves on windows high & scatter outward Some real potent **** -- a vague longing to be hurt to be ****** fully and feel nothing Tomorrow's roadshow is today's practice I never believed anything Now I struggle to convince impossible members We arrange ourselves in imaginary vision No one is who they think they are & Even less is what they say If I could truly expres We'd all be painted pictures