I know that we are not together.
I know that we are both trying to better our future relationship by making ourselves better for it.
Right now......
I'm barely keeping my sanity.
Seeing you today was the best day so far.
Hugging you and seeing you smile was all I needed to make my day.
You still are loved even though you might think your not.
You are still cared about even though you might think no one cares.
I'm still here.
I'm still waiting for you return.
I promised you before anything bad happened that I wouldn't give up and I'm still keeping that promise.
We just need some time apart.
Yeah we were only together for such a short time.
Yeah we told each other we loved each other and it might've been soon.
But I meant it all.
You have been the only one to accept me for who I am.
You overlooked my failures and imperfections and accepted me for who I was.
That's why it's hard to let you go.....
You mean the absolute world to me and it scares you that I'm like this.
Please just don't give up on me.
Yeah I have my moments and make you mad.
I also get on your nerves with questions.
I can be a pain but please don't give up.
I promise you if you are trying to make us better don't stop.
I promise you I am worth it because I know that you are.......