Soothing pain Driven this untamed heart Like a beast trying to break free From my pain that is Trapped restrained in a str8 Jacket In the shadows of dark Please God unleash me From feeling pain But the damage has been Done numerous times It's feels good and so My addiction is pain Please go away Scattered words pumping In my veins Dopamine euphoria Rushing adrenaline Loving this foolish Heart that you played me And I'm now caught up in This blissful feeling where ever I walk I'm under a tree Of mistle toes Becoming this strange Upsetting obsession I hate you For you are the one Giving me an undying Love which soothes my pain.:(