I continue to live my life the way I want it to be without you.
It still hurts knowing what happened between me and you.
I tried to make you happy and make you feel wanted again even after everything that happened.
I don't know where I went wrong........
I feel like now all I did was smother you and scare you away.
Will you come back one day?
Will we be together again as one?
Will we ever be the same if we did get back together?
Will the same thing happen again as it did before?
Life is all about taking chances.
There ain't no telling what's in store.
Hell.......for all we know we might all just die by flying unicorns from the planet Saturn.
I really don't know.
The point is, life is going to give you challenges we all must overcome.
I'm going through some challenges right now.
Why am I going through these challenges right now?
So that I can get ready for the even bigger ones coming down the road in my life.
The whole point of me typing this is to express myself and make myself feel better.
It does to an extent.
If you ever read what I type please don't be mad at me.
Please don't leave me alone.
Please whatever you do........
Please don't give up on me.
Because I'm not going to give up on you.