have you ever noticed how beautiful blood is? like when you get cut it gushes and spills everywhere I cant seem to find the words like when you slam the knife after watching it gleaming and shining into you What now? well I could do so much to hurt to give pain but no one really cares and I cant seem to give a **** what anyone thinks what anyone feels because I cant seem to think to feel right now I feel lost..... or do I? idk its done its gone I'm alone atleast I think I am..... or can I? can I think and feel? yet not at the same time? can anyone answer me? I am tired.... and gone I know I have someone..... but we are far apart.... I am helpless I am...... Idk anymore.... I just need someone that can understand..... but they'd need to know me first...... Know my life. my mind.... that scary place, my mind is a trap, a thing of death and scary things, the things you thought only existed at night into the dark corners being shadowed but no *I am the scariest monster you'll ever meet