I'm ready to pack up my life. Leave the painful memories and start over. Find someone that won't let me drown in their memories.. Become a foundation of appreciation. Something that won't cause burdening frustrations. I'm vulnerable and it's not comfortable. My gut speaks words I can't comprehend, but yet I am fearful to soon understand what could be true. Shh. Gazing out onto the horizon past my barriers. Wind caresses my pale face with sympathy. Seems the world already knows. If only it could reveal the secret. My Temptations hide in every orifice of my body.. attracted to the adventure and the sea. Soon this will be controlled I will be conquered and a prisoner in my own temple. Wishing I had the ability to breath under water or fly gracefully alone. It's me and I want the earth to see I'm troubled and in love with the unknown..