I try to scream out in a despreit cry for help, all that comes in a yelp. No one sees it, they can't hear me. In my head im withering in pain but on the outside i smile and hide it all away. So many thoughts, worries and fears, all these doubtful voices i hear burn my ears and drown me in my tears. I sit here while he is over there. Floating on the sea and fighting a war for men who only see him as a number. I feel like im in a jar screaming for them not to take him away but they can't hear me.. He maybe here today but i know its not to stay. Everything will change but ill support him either way. All i want to say is i love you and hope he will stay, stay for one more day. The navy is my enemy for taking my light way.