A smile upon her face, days filled with laughter but her nights filled with tears. No one seems to notice or just don't care. She puts up a wall so no one could ever hurt her again. She never got to close to anyone because she learned at a young age no one is permanent, everyone eventually leaves. She trys her best to be happy but every once in a while she'd break down at 2am weaping and gasping for air. Secretly wishing someone knew just how miserable she truly is. She trys so hard to distract her self from the pain she feels, by drinking and smoking. But no matter how hard she tried, she'd still feel the pain even worse then before. The only thing keeping her here is her family because they'd only blame themselves but the thing they don't know is you cant save someone from their own thoughts