I'm no stranger to grief
And as days get blacker
And I begin to forget how it feels
To smile
My hands are still shaking
Stomach complaining
At the lack of attention
I know that it's all a process
And one day there will be
No more tears to cry
And I will begin my ascent
I won't remember you
Just that it didn't even look like you
When you left me
(You left me. You ******* left me.)
I will remember that I gave you everything
And you threw me out in return