I'm scared of the future... What am I gonna do? It's either I'm suffocated by all my thoughts and ideas rushing to be written,
but at the same time,
all I hear is "you need to get an education"
"get a job"
I am in the midst of a sea of capitalism without a paddle...
This world is a cruel world & I doubt that I have the ambition to survive in it, because I am currently
a hormonal oxymoron. Emphasis on the *****.
I have to deny myself the feeling of longing, desire, or else the bitter, lonely monster that rests in the depths of my heart will ****** my mind with the promise, the irresistible thought of happiness.