can i die yet can i leave this dreadful world so that i don't have to deal with the pain all i want is for the suffering to go away is that to much to ask for i know you don't want me to die but if i make you hate me then you'll be able to let go of me i'm sorry i couldn't be better than this but that's just my flaw i'm sorry to say that you were my only reason my reason to live and that reason is starting to run out i may not last much longer and there's nothing you can do stopping me from doing this would be difficult i'm sorry i wasn't a better friend i love you and there's not much left to say forever in my dying memory i love you