i don't want to admit this i'm too scared to say it out loud so instead, words on paper is all i can do
i want you. i need you. i love you. these, you know. but i feel you don't understand
too long has it been since i felt a touch that burned my skin when you kiss me, i die. and then i'm reborn i am so terrified that you will wander. you will forget the marks you left on my skin my body will no longer pleasure you that when you speak to me, you hear nothing buy buzzing
losing you. i'm terrified.
you hold me, and i wonder if there's only a matter of time before your butterfly touch leaves
you grasp my hand tell me. over and over that you'll always be here your love will never go
i don't mean to laugh. i don't mean to cry. but these promises have been made far too many times
i say nothing but touch you. for all i know, it's our last night
so foolish, i know. i thought this would never happen i had my strongest guard up no one could break it down
i was ready for nothing idiot, is what i am resisting you is like resisting a natural disaster
i won't ever show this to you. it wouldn't make sense so, instead i will love you like i've never loved anyone before i will not think about the pain
i will dig my nails into you until you beg for mercy and when i see the blood dripping from my fingernails