I take what I can get. I don't ask questions I don't want to know the answers to. I lay with you and map the plains of your face with my fingertips and I think: this face, this face--- this face that's caused me so much pain, this face I've seen buried in the neck of another girl, holding her tight and apologizing for me. How odd that I can place my palm on something that was such a symbol of pain for me once. I hold your hands soft in my hands and I think: these hands left an imprint in my skin, a warm reminder and then a cold sting- but now they are touching me soft, and your lips are kissing me soft, and I take what I can get. I don't ask questions I don't want to know the answers to.