Contain feelings. hold back words.
let everything go but yourself.

These are times of doubt.
these are the times when lions come out.
These are the moments we hold and gracefully let go.
each thought a brittle snowflake, a delicate "*******" as I hold the door like a gentleman.

i know now what i did not know then. i know then whAT I DO NOW.

ENDLESS REASONING.

COUNTING DOWN.

COUNTING REASONS ON COUNTLESS FINGERS.

THEY NEVER SEEM TO END.