That sheering pain in my toe was wonderful Why? Because for 1 2 3 4 5 seconds. The pain in my heart was absent. The pain in my toe makes it hard to walk. The pain in my toe is ripping my skin. The pain in my toe is drilling my bone. But the pain in heart makes it hard to breath. The pain in my heart rips my dignity The pain in my heart drills my soul. So for a second longer, please let my toe hurt.