stop reading the old text messages. they may have been cute once, but baby they never meant anything at all. I know the words that he spoke may have seemed truthful. but they were just poison dripping from his lips. the venom now embedded in your brain and heart. he doesn't deserve you he doesn't deserve to be in your head. nor does he deserve to be the very thing you think about before you go to sleep at 3a.m. it doesn't matter that he said he was in love with you. because it wasn't real. it doesn't matter how much you may have loved him or how strong your feelings were. because he obviously didn't care I know you may think reading those texts over and over will help you find closure. but I promise you baby it's doing you more harm than good. all it's doing, is messing with a wound that hasn't fully healed yet. it's clear he doesn't give a **** about you. and I know it's hard to swallow. and I know it's hard to breathe at night when you're up at 3a.m. crying with your head buried in your knees screaming into your pillow and choking on your own tears. thinking and wondering how someone who supposedly "loved" you could do this. you're not quite over it. you still miss it I know don't rush yourself but don't wait too late and miss out on opportunities.