The test is
How casually I can press my lips
Against his.
While staying both passionate
And disconnected.
I have some faith in my ability
to do this,
Because part of growing up
Is letting go of every expectation.  

Revised:

I was taking a test
In how casually I could press
My lips
Against his.
While staying both passionate
And disconnected.  
It was ease enough.
Until he opened himself up
And let me in.
Ive been falling for some time
But its not so bad, with his hand in mine.