We have endured these cold days with tired eyes, the sun rose behind ominious clouds only to set in slow motion as an interminable specter. Just when you prayed for night you found yourself colder than ever and alone.
Under inadequate shelter from your cold thoughts you tried to forget those things that made you feel this way in the first place.
You tried to feel your heart but it was as cold as stone. Impossible to forget all the reasons and the people and the sadness and the pain that brought you and I to these dark corners in the first place.
It was too cold to go outside and ask the stars.
But now, the sun is out and my head has cleared. A cool breeze under a warm sun was all it took to blow those terrible thoughts away.
How nice, to wake up with sunlight in my eyes. To wake up without dreaming of you, to step outside without resentment, to feel the grass on my feet and to know that I am starting to heal.
That was all I needed: a day in the sun to relish what I can't comprehend and shed the sadness you tried to give me.