There are reasons I love you
And reasons I don't
At times
You're your self
At times
You're not
When you aren't ok
You hit me
Slap me
Bruise me
Beat me
It's worse when my skin changes shade
And you laugh and tell me To run to my make up box
When you're ok
Your arms go around me
Your words are soothing
Your eyes are brighter
And when you see
The harm you've caused me
Tears flow from your eyes
You apologize
Dozens of times
I love you..
I don't ..