it took three years, it took all that panic
anxiety, insomnia, emotions cycled like I was an addict
my mind got the best of me, left me stranded in an attic
and after all the time, that happiness is back in
these people always thought "lazy kid, another slacker"
when my mind was in a place, that much blacker
always believed in fantasy, happily ever after
now I'm just playing back this game of life like I'm sitting in a rafter
that laughter, those moments
I have this life and now I own it
I'm promoting that motivation, with the passion coating
and toting these dreams
life is better than it's ever been
feelings sides of me that I've never seen
but it's my time now
darling, I'm fine now
I'm happy right now
look at the stuff I'm typing out

it always used to be that sad stuff
it always used to be that mad stuff
it always used to be that bad stuff
but now I picked my head back up

it always used to be that downer ****
it always used to be that dead flower ****
but now I'm all about that power, ****
stronger than ever

I'm living life sunny like February
after being so cold in December