When I walk in the street I feel like I always have to hold my breath as I pass people. When I'm in a crowded place I litrally freak out because I always feel like around people something bad happens to me. Am I weird ?? I look at people sometimes and I'm like how the hell do they get it to always be this happy. I look at relationships sometimes and I'm like how the **** can u be so inlove with someone and get along. I look at friends and I'm like they trust each other?? Am I weird? I sometimes stare at the mirror and then start to cry when I think. I want something so bad but when its here I don't want it anymore. Am I weird ? I'm scared to get attached to someone. Am I weird? I don't really think I'm weird or anything I just think I have been dissapointed too much...