I lost a part of me
on the night that you let me
stare deep into your eyes,
This semblance of control that
I'll lose time and again
with your every whisper and sigh.
And no matter the distance
and no matter the time,
my thoughts are incessantly encompassed in you.
And I can't help but wonder
if as you're pulling me under,
it's precisely what I need you to do.
But the fear of the fall,
despite the beauty of it all,
reminds me of the possible pain.
So you'll have to chip away at my resolve
and gently pull down my shield,
embracing imperfections that remain.
Because in your absence, I've found that I'm absent
of every emotion
indicating that I'm still alive.
And I think I may need you
to revive my whole being,
I may need you just to survive.