I looked for love inside your eyes.
by @SadieS
I looked for love inside your eyes.
What I saw almost made me blind.
I saw a stranger.
He was cold, distant, evil, and revolting.
I looked for love inside your eyes.
Who am I that you are unable to make love to me?
Why do I feel as if I am not here with you?
Do I matter?
I am just a toy in this filthy play.
Not a human worth of tender and devotion.
Where are you?
How did I lose you?
As the years pass by
The monster inside your eyes becomes clearer to me.
You think I am just over reacting.
How can I warm to eyes that are making hate to someone else instead of making love to me.
I've found where you are.
I've seen the pictures.
As graphic as can be.
I now know what i takes to turn you on.
Women....people like me.
Tortured, humiliated,used and hated.
All these images burned into your brain.
Did you ever imagine (at age 12)
The first time your seen a nudity photo.
That you were dooming every aspect of intimacy.
Breaking the heart of someone you'd love.
If it all stopped here.
I could bear it.
Instead you brought the evil in and continued to feed it.
As I looked for love inside your eyes.
Hands printed, hair pulled
Looking the age of thirteen years old.
A simple photo
A simple video
Controling reality, distorting the woman in exaggerated breasts.
As I looked for love inside your eyes.
The evil eyes
Windows of a broken soul.
Warped by the lens into the background of your phone.
Souls never matter
Only bodies do
To those me. Who consume it (just like you)
A image burned inside your brain.
A image I see everytime I close my eyes.
When does it end?
I can tell you this.
It has not ended.
It has eaten you up.
It spreads like cancer.
Can you feed off of hatred and anger?
Can you break free and learn to love?
You say words.
Just full of excuses.
Feeding your soul on poisen.
If only you could see what I see.
If only you could feel what I feel.
Porn has destroyed our relationship.
Tell me.
Was it worth it??