My voice shakes as u appear to b gone my heart crumble every beat who am I without you what am I without you my soul left my body as I sit and watch the ceiling making images out of dried paint thinking to myself what to do for the day nothing I'm lost in these four walls of memories and thoughts trying to smell u again trying to touch you again trying to be you with me again and I still find myself lost trying to reach out to videos and pictures hoping they talk back holding and hugging myself in the bath thinking of past love and fights we had that means nothing when I'm lost lost without you talking to myself trying to feel good thinking to myself like your near I love you so much and don't know what to do I'm so lost lost without u ....