i like feeling insignificant in comparison to the large scale of things. that's why before i die, i want to spend a week beside the ocean. & every night, i want to sit right where the shore meets the sand and feel as free as the waves crashing in the distance. and i want to go find a rooftop, that's just the perfect height and get some blankets and fall asleep, just a speck in a massive space. but somehow, that doesn't scare me the way it should.