To that person whom I loved for the first time,
you made me appreciate the little things,
you made my day complete,
you made me care more to those around me,
you changed me.

To that person whom I loved for the first time,
did you know how hurt I am when you
stopped caring?
when all I could ever think about is
what did I do wrong?
and worse,
did you even loved me at all?

To that person whom I want to forget,
how long will I love you?
how long will this pain linger on?

I no longer appreciate the little things
since you took it all away.
I no longer see the purpose of day
since you are not with me.
I no longer care for the people around me.

You made me into a monster
who only thinks about her sorrows and pain.
And there you are, living your life
as if I have not
been
part
of
it.