**** it feels good to miss someone. It's been a while since I actually missed someone I dated. I miss his smell,his touch, his warmth. The smile he gives me before he kisses me. The breath dancing on and between our lips while the suspense of them meeting builds. I feel this insatiable urge to get these thoughts and urges out of my head and on this blank space. I love the need I have and want to be with you, the excitement before I see you again. The prediction of what will happen, their are so many possibilities of images floating around in my head. I've only felt this way about someone once and it broke me, but you're the first person I've really wanted to try for again. So because of that, you terrify me.