Sitting on the train tracks
Buying my time
Wanting to ease the pain
Eyes focused on the bottom of this bottle
Tatted on my soul is the wrong words
That forged this mangled mind
Weakness is the absence of emotions
I wish i was weak
Within strength comes pain
And a eternal struggle to forget
As night bows out and the moon flickers
My only regret is
Ever wasting my time thinking about this ****