Way to go.
You're about to abandon me
Again.
I can't believe I'm surprised
After everything you've put me through
All the tears that went to waste crying over you
All the years I spend practically dying because of you
You ****** me up.
Do you understand that you are a DRUG ADDICT?
Do you know that you used up all of our money on you?
Not your wife
Not your kids
But on you
Do you  understand that hitting me left permanent bruises?
Do you know how it feels when your own father tells you that he doesn't love you?
It makes her want to die
Its because of you I started cutting my skin
I've wasted more blood on you than tears dad
I drank until I blacked out, all for you
I got ***** when i was 14 because of you
My first experience with *** was a mix of alcohol and tears
Where the **** were you?
All the drugs I've taken
The Xanax, the ****, the coke, the acid
and whatever else I swallowed or snorted or smoked
To get you out of my ******* head
All the eviction notices
All the loss
All your fault.
You made me wan't to die
You hurt me so much i wanted to not exist anymore
Then you moved away and didn't speak to me
Left the crazy girl to die
Insane
Broken. Used up. Out of life.
You came back eventually
But its not you anymore
Where is the man who used to called me his little princess
I've become a woman without you
After all of that, i still have a relationship with the man who calls himself my "father"
But blood obviously means nothing to me
I am the only one who still loves you
I don't get it. You're leaving again.
So way. to. go.