inside I'm crying outside I'm smiling no one notices but its hard for me to control this when you see me walk by it doesn't look like it but I want to die thoughts racing through my head then comes the tears that I shed how can I change all the tears and rage you say you understand and all I need is a helping hand that may be true but first take a walk in my shoes sadness, angers, and unbearable pain you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame as time moves slower my self-esteem gets lower am I nothing to this world or am I just a worthless teenage girl?